bbcuk--2020-06-24--Westferry planning row: Jenrick texted property developer, documents show

Housing Secretary Robert Jenrick texted the businessman behind a controversial planning application in November while preparing to decide whether to approve it , newly published documents show .
Messages released by Mr Jenrick show he told Richard Desmond he hoped to see him soon , after sitting next to him at a dinner the night before .
Labour said it showed `` discrepancies '' in Mr Jenrick 's account of events .
But Downing Street said Boris Johnson now considered the matter `` closed '' .
Amid calls from opposition MPs for a full inquiry by the cabinet secretary , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Mark Sedwill said Mr Jenrick had given a `` full and factual account '' of his actions .
• Jenrick and Westferry : What 's at stake in row ?
Mr Jenrick released the papers to hit back at Labour allegations of `` cash for favours '' in relation to his approval of a massive housing development on the site of the former Westferry Print Works in east London .
Mr Desmond made a personal donation of £12,000 to the Conservative Party 12 days after the minister overruled government planning inspectors to approve @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Jenrick 's decision to approve the development was later challenged by Tower Hamlets Council , forcing the secretary of state to say what he did was `` unlawful by reason of apparent bias '' .
It is now being handled by another minister .
Mr Jenrick insists he had no knowledge of Mr Desmond 's donation and that his decision to overrule the inspectors was `` not unusual '' and motivated by a desire to see more homes built .
The documents include personal correspondence between the minister and Mr Desmond , owner @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in the run-up to the decision on 14 January .
They show that in the aftermath of a fundraising dinner on 18 November , in which Mr Jenrick sat next to the businessman , Mr Desmond requested a meeting with the minister and suggested he visit the site on the Isle of Dogs .
Mr Jenrick asked a member of his staff to arrange it , emails show .
However the next day Mr Jenrick said by text that they should n't meet again to avoid `` any appearance of being influenced '' @ @ @ @ @ @ @ been cancelled nearly a month later because Mr Jenrick had to be in Parliament for the Queen 's Speech .
Mr Desmond , the former owner of Express newspapers , had been lobbying for the proposed 1,500-home development to be approved before the local council , Tower Hamlets , introduced a levy to pay for local services .
Mr Desmond sent a text to Mr Jenrick saying , in apparent reference to Tower Hamlets ' Labour council , `` we do n't want to give Marxists loads of doe ( sic ) for @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Ministry of Housing suggest Mr Jenrick was `` flagging '' the project with his officials , warning them there was `` sensitivity with timing '' , and asking them to advise him before Christmas .
In one document , a civil servant said the secretary of state wanted the development signed off the following day , adding `` on timing , my understanding is that SoS is/was insistent that decision issued this week ie tomorrow - as next week the viability of the scheme is impacted by a change in the London CIL @ @ @ @ @ @ @ .
The documents released make clear that Mr Jenrick supported the housing project , in the face of opposition from his officials .
Mr Jenrick also released a letter to the chair of the housing communities and local government select committee revealing that he informed civil servants of the dinner with Mr Desmond a month later , in December .
He wrote : `` On my first full day in office after my re-appointment , I told my private office I had met Mr Desmond for dinner , that he had raised the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ not discuss , '' Labour said the `` explosive revelations '' suggested Mr Jenrick `` rushed through '' the application so that Mr Desmond 's company could avoid the levy .
The opposition says Mr Jenrick also overruled his advisers to reduce the amount of affordable housing required in the development , potentially saving Mr Desmond a further £106m .
`` The documents clearly show that Mr Jenrick did not notify officials immediately after his meeting with Mr Desmond , '' shadow communities secretary Steve Reed said .
`` Rather than 'closing down @ @ @ @ @ @ @ he initiated contact with Mr Desmond by text message the following day . ''
He said he was `` far from satisfied '' with Mr Jenrick 's answers , claiming the text exchanges with Mr Desmond were `` highly inappropriate '' and `` not in the spirit of the ministerial code of conduct '' .
`` The housing secretary needs to explain these discrepancies as a matter of urgency : the public must be reassured that there is not one rule for the Conservatives and their wealthy donors and another rule for everyone @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in the Commons before the documents were released , Mr Jenrick said the accusations were `` not simply wrong but actually outrageous '' , adding that the decision had been made on its merits after a thorough process , but he admitted `` things could and should have been done differently '' .
`` On reflection , I should have handled the communication differently , '' he said .
Tower Hamlets councillors asked the High Court in April to order the government to disclose emails and memos around the deal .
Rather than @ @ @ @ @ @ @ conceded the timing of his decision `` would lead the fair-minded and informed observer to conclude that there was a real possibility '' that he had been biased .
Mr Desmond told The Sunday Times last weekend that he had shown Mr Jenrick a promotional video for the scheme on his mobile phone during the fundraiser at the Savoy Hotel .
When pressed by the SNP 's communities spokesman David Linden about Mr Desmond 's claims , Mr Jenrick said : `` He did bring out his iPhone and showed me some images @ @ @ @ @ @ @ minister said he had told Mr Desmond `` it was not appropriate to discuss the matter and I could n't comment on it '' .

''The minister referred to our borough as 'rotten', and messages from the developer called our council 'Marxist'. This name calling says more about them and their disregard for my residents whose borough it is, and who rightly want much needed affordable homes and money for local services.''


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Illegal lockdown parties hosted in online rentals

Lockdown parties hosted in properties booked via online sites , including Airbnb and Booking.com , are putting `` communities at risk '' , the Bed and Breakfast Association has said .
Hosts and residents have complained of groups of up to 30 breaking social-distancing rules and taking drugs .
BBC News has been told of several such parties in the past month .
Airbnb has suggested it has gone further than its rivals to protect public health during the pandemic .
However , last week a man was stabbed at a party in a south London property police believe had @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Following a previous BBC News investigation into `` coronavirus retreats '' , Airbnb had told users they could make bookings if they were key workers or required “ essential stays ” only .
But that restriction is to be lifted , in line with local rules on hotels and self-catering accommodation , in : Rival platform Booking.com does not currently flag such limits .
“ While B & Bs and guest houses have been closed since 23 March , it seems these giant platforms have allowed bookings to be made and enabled the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ put guests , hosts , neighbours and communities at risk , ” Bed and Breakfast Association chairman David Weston said .
“ It is about time these global platforms took some responsibility for the safety of their guests , their accommodation and showed some respect for local communities.
” Although the BBC saw evidence that some of the bookings involved were made via Airbnb , the hosts involved asked that their details not be shared with the company .
As a result , the platform said it had seen no evidence to connect @ @ @ @ @ @ @ We are the only platform to temporarily and voluntarily block UK calendars from accepting new reservations on a rolling basis since April in line with the government 's emergency legislation and guidance , '' it added .
`` Already all unauthorised parties are banned on Airbnb and large events are banned for listings in apartment buildings .
Our neighbourhood support tool enables anyone to contact us with concerns about a listing in their community , and we take action on issues brought to our attention . ''
Booking.com did not respond to a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ who runs Chelsea Creperie but rents a property on both Airbnb and Booking.com for extra income , said it had been “ trashed ” many times since lockdown began , at the end of March , by guests posing as key workers , who had turned out to be organising illegal parties .
“ I wasn ’ t able to meet the guest because of restrictions , '' she said of one instance .
“ But because I live above the property , I saw lots of people going in , with music @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ask them to leave .
“ Letting out your home is all about trust .
“ It ’ s hard to think people are breaking the rules , especially when hosts have lost income .
“ I don ’ t think the new guidelines will change anything .
`` People will still bend the rules.
” Danial Abbas , who also hosts a flat on both platforms , said a group of more than 10 people held a party there until 04:00 BST last week .
“ I ’ ve had no problems @ @ @ @ @ @ @ said .
“ It ’ s disappointing that people would flout the rules and create disruption at a time when people are already feeling unnerved .
Another host , who asked to remain anonymous , had a group of younger adults partying in her property .
“ They ’ re less at risk , '' she said .
`` They feel hard done by , as lockdown measures are largely for older people .
“ They feel like they ’ re missing out , so don ’ t care if they break the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ England are allowed to meet indoors in groups of up to two households .
But there is concern this will be difficult to enforce in short-term lets .
“ The guidance as it stands is unenforceable , ” Holiday Home Association chief executive Martin Sach said .
“ It ’ s too complicated and not law .
`` So self-catering owners aren ’ t able to police this .
`` You can ’ t verify the relationship of your guests.
” Merilee Karr , who chairs the UK Short Term Accommodation Association , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Airbnb , said people should have made bookings only if they had legitimate reasons to do so , such as being a key worker or needing hospital treatment .
“ We have been vigilant and very strict about taking bookings during lockdown and have openly opposed anyone breaching the guidelines , '' she said .
`` We totally disapprove of anyone that has falsely booked accommodation to hold an activity that falls outside of the government guidelines and take action where this would be discovered.
” A neighbour to a rental property , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ BBC News : `` I live in a quiet area in London .
`` But since the lockdown , and in the last four weeks , there have been four parties in my street .
`` You can spot them right away .
`` They only stay for one night , arrive in groups of up to 20 people , coming in and out of the house .
`` I ’ ve been kept up all night by the loud music that has played until 05:00 .
`` And you can see and @ @ @ @ @ @ @ it happens , I ’ ve wanted to knock on the door and confront them .
`` But I have no idea who these people are , which can be scary and threatening , especially when we aren ’ t meant to be in crowds .
`` It ’ s happening because people don ’ t have anywhere else to go at the moment .
`` And they want to drink and socialise .
`` Action needs to be taken .
`` It ’ s not right to have a party house in @ @ @ @ @ @ @ especially during a pandemic . ''

Darya Simanovich, who runs Chelsea Creperie but rents out a property on both Airbnb and Booking.com for extra income, said it had been “trashed” many times since lockdown began, at the end of March, by guests posing as key workers, who had turned out to be organising illegal parties.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Increase car taxes to help climate, report says

Car taxes should be increased to help fund the battle against climate change , government advisers say .
They say ministers should bring forward the date for ending sales of new conventional cars from 2035 to 2032 .
The Committee on Climate Change ( CCC ) says the Chancellor should consider increasing the tax on gas for home heating .
It says the changes should be made as the UK looks to recover from the Covid-19 crisis by creating jobs .
The CCC also recommends the country aim to cut carbon emissions as part of a “ green recovery “ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to change society for the better .
But the committee insists that ministers must send the right economic messages to consumers .
The CCC chair , Lord Deben , says it makes sense to raises fuel prices when the cost of oil is low - and use the proceeds to subsidise low-emissions vehicles .
He said : “ It seems perfectly clear that we should increase the tax on the very low oil prices we have at the moment .
We need to make people who choose the right way to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the wrong way.
” The committee was more cautious about increasing the price of heating gas , and Lord Deben said the poor must be protected from high prices .
But it said the Treasury ’ s forthcoming review of climate policies must tackle the issue , as home heating must shift from gas towards low-carbon alternatives .
Another sector in urgent need of investment is the cooling of people ’ s homes , the report says .
As much of the UK swelters , the CCC warns that elderly and sick people @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , care homes , prisons , and flats in the south of England particularly at risk .
It projects that annual heat-related deaths could more than double by 2050 to 5,000 – that ’ s even if emissions targets are achieved .
It says refurbishing homes would improve lives and reduce emissions whilst also creating thousands of “ green ” jobs .
Ventilation could be improved , sun-shading could be fixed to windows , and trees could be planted to cool the air and provide shade .
The report warns that the government @ @ @ @ @ @ @ on homes .
It also says the post-Covid-19 changes will require what ’ s known as a just transition ’ for workers who ’ ll need to be re-trained from high-carbon to low-carbon jobs .
The report warns ministers against protecting jobs in polluting industries because that will lock in higher emissions in the long term .
• Getting around : It must be easier for people to walk and cycle .
Better broadband is needed for home working .
The government 's ambition to reduce the number of car journeys needs policies @ @ @ @ @ @ @ peatland restoration generate skilled employment as well as benefiting the climate , biodiversity , air quality , and flood prevention .
• Energy : Networks must be strengthened to support electrification of transport and heating .
New infrastructure is needed for hydrogen , and carbon capture and storage .
• Innovation : Major investment is needed in research and development to give the UK a competitive advantage in clean industries .
Baroness Brown of Cambridge , chair of the CCC ’ s adaptation committee , said : “ Covid-19 has shown that planning @ @ @ @ @ @ @ We have warned repeatedly that the UK is poorly prepared for the very serious impacts of climate change , including flooding , overheating and water shortages .
Now is the moment to get our house in order.
” The CCC has been one of many organisations urging a green recovery .
Some of them think help should be refused to struggling high-carbon industries such as aviation unless “ green strings ” are attached .
Among the voices is the employers ’ organisation , the CBI , which said : “ The need to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ just as important as before the outbreak of coronavirus.
” A report from the green think-tank ECIU said investing in low-carbon jobs can help to ” level up ” the UK to benefit the so-called “ Red Wall “ constituencies that proved pivotal in the 2019 General Election .
And an overwhelming majority ( 79 % ) of Climate Assembly UK members – from many different backgrounds - said the government should support changes which help meet the UK ’ s net zero emissions target .
The Prime Minister has said he wants @ @ @ @ @ @ @ he ’ s expected to to offer some policy details in coming weeks .
Benny Peiser , from the libertarian group the Global Warming Policy Forum , doubts that he ’ ll fully follow the committee ’ s advice .
He told BBC News : “ Any policy that prioritises climate change policy over a rapid economic recovery would be suicidal for both the UK economy and the government .
While Boris may talk the talk , he is unlikely to walk the walk.
” The committee is also criticised – from the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ a report in the journal Climate Policy .
Researchers concluded that planned UK emissions cuts are less than half as rigorous as needed for the country to contribute fairly towards restricting global climate heating to less than 2C .
Co-author Prof Kevin Anderson told me : “ The trouble is that the committee isn ’ t looking at what needs to be done – it ’ s looking at what it can say without being politically ignored .
That ’ s very different .
”

He said: “It seems perfectly clear that we should increase the tax on the very low oil prices we have at the moment. We need to make people who choose the right way to do so cheaper than those who choose the wrong way.”


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Strictly Come Dancing: Shorter series planned for 2020

Strictly Come Dancing will return to BBC One this autumn , but the 2020 series will be `` slightly '' shorter than usual due to the coronavirus pandemic .
The BBC said adjustments would be made `` to ensure we deliver the high standards audiences know and love '' .
`` The safety of our cast and crew is of the utmost importance to us , '' it said , promising updates `` in due course '' .
The announcement follows news that this year 's series of The Apprentice has been called off .
The BBC has not announced @ @ @ @ @ @ @ will be and how many celebrities will take part .
Strictly normally begins in September , and ends in mid-December .
Kevin Clifton and AJ Pritchard are leaving , but the line-up of professional dancers will otherwise remain the same .
They are set to start rehearsing remotely at the end of July and could be isolated along with key production members .
• How reality TV is adjusting to the new reality However , it is not certain whether Bruno Tonioli will be able to combine his judging role with his duties @ @ @ @ @ @ @ with the Stars .
The two shows ' shooting schedules typically coincide , necessitating numerous Transatlantic flights for the ebullient Italian .
Former Emmerdale actor Kelvin Fletcher won last year 's final , having entered as a last-minute replacement for Made In Chelsea 's Jamie Laing .
Fletcher 's victory alongside professional dancer Oti Mabuse marked the latter 's first grand final triumph since joining the show in 2015 .
Laing may return to compete in this year 's series , alongside such other rumoured contenders as former BBC Radio 1 presenter Maya @ @ @ @ @ @ @ or on Twitter @ BBCNewsEnts .
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The BBC has not announced how long the 2020 series of Strictly will be and how many celebrities will take part. Strictly normally begins in September, and ends in mid-December.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Cookham: Body found in search for missing Thames swimmer

A body has been found in the search for a swimmer feared drowned in the River Thames .
The man @ @ @ @ @ a stretch of water called Lulle Brook in Cookham , Berkshire .
The body of @ @ @ @ @ was discovered at about 16:50 BST on Wednesday , Thames Valley Police said .
The @ @ @ @ @ unexplained but not suspicious , the force said .
Formal identification has not taken place @ @ @ @ @ on Tuesday after reports that two men swimming in the water had got into difficulty @ @ @ @ @ his 30s was pulled to safety and taken to hospital where he remains in a @ @ @ @ @ a third man who entered the water to help was unharmed .

A second man in his 30s was pulled to safety and taken to hospital where he remains in a serious condition.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Coronavirus: Young carers say they can't get a break

Anxiety over the coronavirus and the restrictions of lockdown have increased the burden on young carers , a study by the University of East Anglia finds .
The research says young carers , who might have to look after their parents , are unable to get enough support .
It says school closures have hit young carers hard , with the lack of routine increasing pressure at home and robbing them of somewhere they `` can feel safe '' .
`` I ca n't get a break , I ca n't even get five minutes , '' says 17-year-old Olivia @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Anglia ( UEA ) researchers that her mother 's need for emotional support during the pandemic was relentless .
`` She becomes anxious , then annoyed , then angry and neither of us can walk away now , so I just have to take it . ''
Another young carer , Elizabeth , aged 19 , said : `` Being locked in together like this is a difficult thing '' and that when her father has a bad day , it turns `` into my bad day too '' .
The researchers carried @ @ @ @ @ @ @ some of whom cared for two or three members of their household with a wide range of both physical and mental health needs .
The tasks for young carers ranged from cooking , cleaning , organising bills and managing medication , to providing emotional support - `` keeping him happy and calm '' and `` making sure mum does n't hurt herself '' .
The study found that school-age young carers missed the routine and respite that school provided , describing it as a break away from home and their caring role and @ @ @ @ @ @ @ focus on themselves .
Olivia said that attending sixth form was a release for her because `` school has always been a place away that I can feel safe '' .
For Grace , aged 15 , teachers who knew her well would `` pick up on when things were bad at home '' and this , alongside their willingness to listen , made her feel that `` someone noticed and someone cared '' .
Ethan , 17 , described schools as the only place where he could `` get breathing space '' @ @ @ @ @ @ @ school and established routine also had an impact on the physical and mental health of parents , which in turn often increased the burden on the young carer .
The study found informal support had been withdrawn - such as shopping deliveries , childcare and cleaning services - with the additional tasks `` taken on , in many cases , by the young carers '' .
They were also fearful of going out and passing on the virus to other members of their household .
The lack of support from friends and wider @ @ @ @ @ @ @ and their families .
Katie , aged 18 , told researchers that the speed of the lockdown restrictions gave young carers and their families limited time to adapt to the changes .
`` The restrictions of lockdown increased the young carers ' caring load , preventing them from getting a break or from turning to their established coping strategies such as spending time with friends , engaging in a hobby or going for a long walk , '' the report says .
Despite the difficult circumstances , many of the young carers felt @ @ @ @ @ @ @ pressures would be `` selfish '' and insensitive towards the person they were caring for .
The study says the pandemic will have `` far-reaching implications for young carers '' .
`` While it would seem that children and young people are less likely to experience significant physiological effects from the virus itself , the indirect impact of attempts to counter the spread of the virus are highly likely to have a major impact on their psychological well-being .
`` Alongside this , the support systems in place are struggling under increased pressure @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the needs of these marginalised young carers . ''
Lead researcher Dr Kate Blake-Holmes said the increase of pressure and stress for young carers was `` palpable '' during many of the interviews .
Andy McGowan , from the charity Caring Together , which supported the research , said : `` The Covid-19 pandemic has caused additional problems for young carers , while at the same time making it harder for them to access support to help them in their caring roles or get a break from their responsibilities . ''
A government @ @ @ @ @ @ @ make sure that young carers get the support they need and are able to take advantage of opportunities beyond their caring responsibilities .
`` That 's why we 're investing in the See , Hear , Respond service , which will provide targeted support to vulnerable children , including young carers . ''
There are an estimated 800,000 young carers in the UK providing care for their families .

Andy McGowan, from the charity Caring Together, which supported the research, said: "The Covid-19 pandemic has caused additional problems for young carers, while at the same time making it harder for them to access support to help them in their caring roles or get a break from their responsibilities."


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Man paralysed in Taser fall says race made him a target

A 24-year-old man who was paralysed after being Tasered by police last month has told the BBC he believes he was targeted because he is black .
Jordan Walker-Brown fell from a wall while being pursued by two officers .
A Metropolitan Police officer is under criminal investigation by the police watchdog over the incident in London .
It will examine what role ethnicity played in decisions that day amid concerns about the disproportionate use of Tasers on black men .
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• The first UK force to arm all officers with @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in England and Wales Mr Walker-Brown has been told by doctors he will never walk again after being paralysed from the chest down during the incident on 4 May .
He was Tasered by a police officer as he fled and jumped onto a wall in Haringey in north London .
He fell from a height of around 2m ( 6.5ft ) and landed on a concrete canal towpath , close to the water .
`` I do not pretend to be anyone other than myself , '' Mr Walker-Brown told the BBC @ @ @ @ @ @ @ his lawyer .
`` I ran from the police because I had a small amount of cannabis in my possession for personal use - and I had fresh in my mind the memory of a similar encounter with TSG [ Territorial Support Group ] officers only the previous day when I was mistreated , arrested and charged for possession of a similar amount of cannabis . ''
He said he believed he was targeted by police because he is black .
`` I know that I would not have been the subject of @ @ @ @ @ @ @ if I had not been a young black man , '' he added in the statement .
`` And I know , from my own personal experience as a young black man , that I always have to be very fearful of being alone with police officers in a police van : that is an experience to be avoided if at all possible for the sake of my own safety , as most black men know from their encounters with the police . ''
According to the Independent Office for Police Conduct 's @ @ @ @ @ @ @ seen by the BBC , Mr Walker-Brown was being followed by a police van when two officers got out and he started to run .
The officers chased him and both drew their Tasers and Mr Walker-Brown jumped onto a wall .
One officer discharged the weapon - which fires two small dart-like electric probes to deliver a high-voltage electric shock - causing him to fall .
The IOPC said this summary represents the information presently available and it added the veracity and accuracy of the information will be considered as part of @ @ @ @ @ @ @ previously said that Tasers `` are an important tactical option for officers facing violent situations '' .
Mr Walker-Brown said in his statement that he recognises the law allowed the police to chase him as he tried to run away .
`` But what they are not entitled to do is use a Taser on me when they knew that I did not pose any threat to them whatsoever .
I was running away from them , '' he said .
Mr Walker-Brown has told his sister , Sharn , that he was @ @ @ @ @ @ @ and that officers were trying to make him stand up as he complained that he could n't feel his legs or body .
The most recent figures for England and Wales showed , in the year up to March 2019 , a black person was involved in nearly 20 % of the incidents where a Taser was used .
Black , African , Caribbean and black British people represent 3.5 % of England 's population , according to the Office for National Statistics .
The use of Tasers in the England and Wales @ @ @ @ @ @ @ and not discharged - a Taser can be drawn or aimed , for example , and no electricity is discharged .
Last month , the director general of the IOPC , Michael Lockwood , called for greater scrutiny of Taser use and spoke of the growing concern about its disproportionate use against black men and those with mental health conditions .
Meanwhile , the National Police Chiefs ' Council is commissioning independent academic research to look at the issue .
A spokesman said : `` We know that trust in the police is @ @ @ @ @ @ @ listening to the national debate and we are reflecting carefully on our place in it .
`` We are now also working towards developing a national plan of action to address wider concerns .
This will be delivered with the help of all parts of the police service , and with the support and challenge of our communities - particularly from people of colour with lived experiences . ''
The IOPC investigation in the Jordan Walker-Brown case will examine , among other issues , whether his ethnicity influenced the officers ' decision to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ well as the aftercare they provided .
His solicitor , Raju Bhatt , believes the watchdog should have carried out a longer investigation into other officers at the scene .
He says he has been told they are now being treated as witnesses .
The IOPC said : `` It is standard practice to treat officers as witnesses .
The evidence which emerges during the investigation may or may not change this . ''
With other members of the family Sharn , 28 , now has to make future plans for her paraplegic @ @ @ @ @ @ @ road '' ahead .
They have been unable to visit Mr Walker-Brown in person due to the coronavirus pandemic .
`` We 're going to have to find suitable accommodation , all those things , '' she said .
Mr Walker-Brown added : `` I have been told that I shall not be able to walk again because of what the police did to me , but I am determined to prove them wrong , just as I am determined to prove that the police are not above the law . ''

"And I know, from my own personal experience as a young black man, that I always have to be very fearful of being alone with police officers in a police van: that is an experience to be avoided if at all possible for the sake of my own safety, as most black men know from their encounters with the police."


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Manchester lockdown party victim lobbied MPs on youth violence

A man shot dead at a lockdown party had lobbied MPs on youth violence , a youth worker has said .
Cheriff Tall , 21 , was one of two men killed by a lone gunman at the `` unplanned '' event in Manchester .
Akemia Minott , who had known Mr Tall since he was six , said he had recently lost a close friend in a violent attack .
The experience had inspired him to travel to London to raise the issue , she said .
Ms Minott , a youth worker in Moss Side , where Sunday @ @ @ @ @ @ @ felt `` extremely privileged '' to have known Mr Tall for 15 years .
She described him as being from a `` loving family '' and known to friends as the `` joker in the pack '' .
He had `` been through so much in recent years '' , she said .
`` He 's been to the Houses of Parliament with us , challenged MPs on what they 're going to do about youth violence and how they are going to address situations , '' she said .
`` Which is @ @ @ @ @ @ @ what 's happened . ''
Mr Tall 's parents also paid tribute , describing him as a `` model son '' whose brutal death had left them devastated .
In a statement , they said : `` Cheriff was loved and respected by his brothers and sisters and to say they are broken is an understatement . ''
Relatives said he was `` popular and well-liked '' with a `` strong sense of loyalty '' and `` would always try to help anyone who needed it '' .
His parents said they were @ @ @ @ @ @ @ support but they had `` a long road ahead '' to try to come to terms with the death of their son .
Abayomi Ajose , 36 , was also gunned down at the event .
His widow Lola Ajose described her husband as `` the best man '' and an `` amazing father '' .
Father-of-three Mr Ajose , who was also known as Abi or Junior , worked for children 's services at Manchester City Council .
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"He's been to the Houses of Parliament with us, challenged MPs on what they're going to do about youth violence and how they are going to address situations," she said.


bbcuk--2020-06-23--'It was a shock' - the shops not allowed to reopen

While pubs and hairdressers in England have been given the all clear by government to reopen on 4 July , many business owners were disappointed to learn they must keep their doors closed for now .
`` It was a shock .
I can understand the logical argument but personally it feels very irritating and disappointing , '' says Adam Grant , a tattoo artist and studio manager at Tattoo UK in Uxbridge , west London .
He says it was frustrating to hear that hairdressers can open on 4 July , while tattoo parlours must remain closed .
It @ @ @ @ @ @ @ have measures in place to prevent-cross contamination he says , such as the disposable gloves and aprons which artists must wear .
Prime Minister Boris Johnson told parliament on Tuesday that the government 's public health experts will work with sectors which remain closed , to help them become `` Covid secure '' and open `` as soon as possible '' .
In the hope of a 4 July opening , Mr Grant had already made changes to the way the studio operated , including mandating face masks and asking future customers to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ says he has no date for reopening and no guidance on what safety measures will need to be in place .
`` We 've been left in limbo really , until further notice , '' he says .
As a self-employed tattoo artist Adam was able to claim financial support from the government during lockdown , but he says that only covered him for 2-3 months .
`` We may have to see if we can get another self-employment scheme because if we 're not allowed to open , we need to be @ @ @ @ @ @ @ ten businesses still not allowed to reopen : Beautician Tara Williamson is also frustrated by what she sees as a double standard from government , with hairdressers allowed to reopen but beauty salons staying closed .
She runs The Beauty , Skin and Eyelash Lounge in Epping and had planned to open on 4 July .
`` I do n't really get it .
I do n't see a reason why we could n't open and it will obviously be a big blow , '' she says .
Tara had already made a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ following safety guidelines that were issued to salons reopening overseas , in the absence of any clear guidelines in the UK .
`` We 've put screens in place , we 've done a one-way system in the salon , we 've prepared everything for the two metre distancing , we 've staggered appointments , we 've got sanitising stations , '' she says .
`` It just seems crazy that we have no guidelines of when we can open and what is going to be happening . ''
Rob Ward , who @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in Lytham , Lancashire , says he was also hoping to reopen on 4 July .
The gym received a government grant of £25,000 during lockdown and Rob was able to enrol his staff on the state-paid furlough scheme .
But he says closing for three months has inflicted a huge financial hit .
`` You start a year with projected figures but they 've all been knocked , '' he says .
`` We 've had some amazing support from local members , who were able to support us financially even when @ @ @ @ @ @ @ A lot of our personal trainers taught free online classes to keep the gym going .
It 's been a crazy time but there are such positives that come out of it . ''
Rob had been putting in place social distancing measures for when the gym can welcome back its members .
`` Every other treadmill is out of order now , so you 've got space .
In our spin studio we 've taken lots of bikes out , '' he says He 's also used tape to ensure space between @ @ @ @ @ @ @ machine for overnight disinfecting , and introduced a new online booking system .
Even though the government has now reduced social distancing guidelines from 2m to '1m-plus ' , Rob says he 'll keep the current measures in place `` to inspire consumer confidence '' .
`` We need a date .
That 's the main thing . ''
Mark Sesnan , managing director of GLL , says he 'd also like a date to open his 200 swimming pools , with 11,000 staff across the UK .
`` Basically we 've been @ @ @ @ @ @ @ 13 weeks .
We feel extremely disappointed and let down , '' he says .
`` As an industry we submitted documents to government on 7 May .
Those documents have all been accepted and we 'd been led to believe they provided a good enough framework for re-opening . ''
Mark says GLL was able to furlough most of its staff , but the organisation has also had to dig into its cash reserves .
With pools geared toward a 4 July opening , GLL has also incurred costs from recent preparations @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the worst thing about Boris Johnson 's announcement on Tuesday was the lack of a firm opening date for businesses that must remain closed .
He 's called on the government to `` come off the fence '' .
`` I was down at Charlton Lido yesterday in the blazing sunshine with a massive bright blue , empty swimming pool .
It 's sad for everybody , '' he says

"We may have to see if we can get another self-employment scheme because if we're not allowed to open, we need to be compensated," he says.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Coronavirus: What's the chance of going on holiday?

The chance of having a summer break abroad in 2020 seems remote - with the Foreign Office still warning against non-essential travel , and quarantine rules making many trips impractical .
However , the holiday industry in parts of the UK will be allowed to start operating again during July .
Can I go on holiday in the UK ?
In England from 4 July , people will be allowed to stay overnight in self-contained accommodation , which includes self-catering cottages and apartments , caravans with their own bathroom facilities , hotels and bed and breakfasts .
Campsites will also @ @ @ @ @ @ @ shared facilities are kept clean .
Self-catering holiday accommodation will reopen in Northern Ireland from 26 June , and hotels will follow a week later on 3 July .
A decision will be taken in Wales on 9 July on whether to open up the country to tourists again .
If this is given the go-ahead , it 's likely to take effect from 13 July .
The Welsh government has said that people can start booking holidays in self-contained accommodation from that date onwards .
All holiday accommodation in Scotland can reopen @ @ @ @ @ @ @ on a foreign holiday ?
At the moment , it 's difficult .
British nationals are still being urged not to take any non-essential foreign travel .
This means you are unlikely to get travel insurance , because insurers take their cue from the official advice .
But the airlines are hopeful for the summer season .
EasyJet has started limited flights in June , and hopes to resume flights on 75 % of its route network by the end of August , while Ryanair and British Airways plan to ramp up their @ @ @ @ @ @ @ I do go ?
On 15 June the European Union lifted travel restrictions , leaving it to individual countries to decide if they 're ready for tourists .
Some , including France , Germany , Italy , Portugal and Spain are now welcoming travellers from the UK .
Others , such as Ireland , require visitors to quarantine for 14 days upon entry .
Greece is open , but tourists will have to be tested for coronavirus upon arrival .
Anybody testing positive will have to quarantine for 14 days .
British holidaymakers @ @ @ @ @ @ @ India and the US .
They will also have to spend two weeks quarantined in a hotel upon arrival if they wish to visit New Zealand .
Most travellers will also have to quarantine for 14 days upon their return to the UK .
The government hopes to set up a system of `` air bridges '' with other countries .
These would exempt travellers from quarantine , if they move between countries with low virus levels .
• Spain to allow UK tourists without quarantine • How is the lockdown being lifted @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the autumn ?
Again , it 's impossible to say at this stage .
Travel advice will need to have been updated , but it depends on the disease 's progress .
• EXERCISE : What are the guidelines on getting out ?
• A SIMPLE GUIDE : What are the symptoms ?
What about holidays already booked for this year ?
If your package holiday or flights have already been cancelled , then you are are entitled to a full cash refund .
However , lots of people have been struggling to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ been offered vouchers or rebooked trips instead .
If you are offered a voucher , or a free rebooking instead of cash , you can accept or refuse it .
But if the airline later folds , the voucher may no longer be valid .
If your airline or holiday company has n't cancelled your holiday yet , but you no longer wish to travel , you may not be entitled to a refund .
However , some providers are allowing people to rebook trips for a later date at no cost .

UK holidays: What are the rules? Published 17 August 2021
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Going abroad is not straightforward at the moment, so many people are choosing to holiday in the UK this summer.
What are the current rules?
Can I go on holiday anywhere in the UK?
You can travel freely between England, Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland, unless you have to self-isolate because you have Covid symptoms or have tested positive.
All holiday accommodation - including hotels, hostels, B&B, caravans and boats - can operate across the UK.
If you have to cancel a trip because of Covid, you may be entitled to a refund or to rearrange for a later date, but this will depend on the terms and conditions of your booking, so you will need to discuss this with your holiday provider.
Anyone planning a trip to the Scottish islands is asked to take two lateral flow tests - one on the day of travel and one three days before.
People travelling to Northern Ireland from the rest of the UK are also advised to test before departure and after arrival, but this is not law.
Some UK cruise operators are insisting passengers do a rapid test before boarding. Saga and P&O have said all cruise passengers must be fully vaccinated.
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Can I stay with people I don't live with?
There is no longer any requirement for social distancing, and no limits on how many people can stay together in holiday accommodation or private homes in England, Scotland or Wales.
However people are still advised to meet others outdoors or in well-ventilated spaces wherever possible.
There are still some restrictions in place in Northern Ireland:
10 people from three households can meet and stay indoors in private dwellings and holiday accommodation
Unlimited households can meet outdoors
Social distancing of 1m (3ft) remains for many indoors activities, including restaurants, retail and shopping centres
No social distancing laws outdoors, or on public transport, but 1m (3ft) recommended
The Northern Ireland Executive is due to discuss easing remaining restrictions at its next meeting on 1 September.
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Do I have to wear a mask on holiday?
Face coverings are no longer required by law in England, although the government "expects and recommends" that they are worn in crowded and enclosed spaces.
However, a number of transport operators in England are still asking customers to wear masks, as are a number of shops and supermarkets.
Wearing a face covering remains compulsory in many public indoor spaces in Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland, including on public transport, so you will be expected to use a mask on any cross-border plane, train or bus journey, unless you are exempt.
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Are all visitor attractions open?
Museums, galleries, amusement parks, leisure centres, cinemas, theatres, stately homes and gardens can open across the UK.
However, some venues are still not operating at full capacity, and you may need to pre-book tickets, so you should check before you visit.
You may still be asked to wear a face covering or physically distance from other people.
Businesses in Wales are required to carry out risk assessments to decide if social distancing measures are still needed.
Indoor hospitality venues in Scotland must continue to collect customer contact details. Organisers of outdoor events for more than 5,000 people and indoor events for more than 2,000 have to apply for permission to go ahead.
Nightclubs are still closed in Northern Ireland.
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What are the rules for visiting the Common Travel Area?
The Common Travel Area (CTA) is a term which covers the UK, Ireland, the Channel Islands and the Isle of Man.
Travel within the CTA is not considered international travel.
Fully vaccinated adults or under-18s travelling from the UK to other CTA destinations may not need to do any travel-related testing or quarantine on arrival, but the rules do vary, so you need to check before arranging a trip.
Read the rules for journeys to Ireland
Read the rules for journeys to the Isle of Man
Read the rules for journeys to Jersey
Read the rules for journeys to Guernsey (also Alderney, Sark and Herm)
As long as you've not been outside the CTA in the previous 10 days, you do not have to complete a passenger locator form, take any Covid tests or quarantine on your return to the UK.
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What are the rules for travelling abroad?
Foreign travel is allowed, but people must follow different rules about testing and quarantine according to the traffic light status of their destination country.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Coronavirus: What are social distancing and self-isolation rules?

Lockdown restrictions are being eased further in England , with social distance guidance changing to `` one metre plus '' from 4 July .
When distancing of two metres ( six feet ) is possible that should still be kept , but if that is not possible then one metre will be acceptable if certain precautions are taken - such as the use of face coverings .
Each of the four UK nations has different rules .
So what can you do now ?
How can I meet up with family and friends ?
In England from 4 July , @ @ @ @ @ @ @ can meet each other either inside or outside .
You can meet different households - but no more than two households should meet at any one time .
Social distancing will still have to be observed - although the rules are changing from two metres to `` one metre plus '' .
People will be able to stay overnight .
In Scotland , three households should be able to meet indoors from 10 July - while socially distancing .
They can already meet outside .
The five-mile travel limit in Scotland is expected @ @ @ @ @ @ @ In Northern Ireland , groups of up to six people not in the same household can now meet indoors while social distancing .
Nine people can meet outside .
In Wales , any number of people from two different households can now meet outdoors observing social distancing - but meetings indoors are still not allowed .
Families should aim to travel no more than five miles to meet .
In England , Scotland and Northern Ireland , single adults living alone - or single parents with children under 18 - can form an @ @ @ @ @ @ @ other household .
The second household can be of any size and those in each bubble can visit each other 's homes and go inside .
They do n't have to observe social distancing and can stay overnight .
But if anyone develops coronavirus symptoms , everyone in the bubble must self-isolate .
If you do n't live on your own , or live with a child or children aged over 18 , you ca n't form a bubble .
Wales is expected to make a decision on social bubbles in the next @ @ @ @ @ @ @ How do they work and who is in yours ?
What sports can I play now ?
People in England can exercise outside with up to five others from different households .
In Scotland , people from two households , in groups of up to eight people , can exercise outside .
In Wales , you must exercise alone , or with members of your household , or with people from one other household .
The rules in Northern Ireland state that : `` Outdoor activities in general are now permitted , subject @ @ @ @ @ @ @ So having a kickabout with a football in the park is possible in each country , as long as you stay 2m ( 6ft ) apart ( 1m in England from 4 July ) .
However , full games with someone from outside your household are n't allowed because of the physical contact involved .
Tennis and golf can now be played in all four UK nations .
• Elite athletes can train again in Wales Who has to still stay at home ?
People with certain underlying health conditions , or who @ @ @ @ @ @ @ are deemed to be clinically vulnerable .
If you are in this category , you are advised to stay at home as much as possible .
Another group , of about 2.5 million people , is categorised as clinically extremely vulnerable .
This group had been strongly advised to stay at home at all times and avoid face-to-face contact - so called `` shielding '' .
`` Shielders '' in England can now go outside for daily exercise and , from 6 July , will also be to meet up to five other @ @ @ @ @ @ @ will also be allowed to form a support bubble .
It is hoped that from 1 August they will be able to stop shielding .
The guidance in Northern Ireland is similar .
In Wales , those shielding can now exercise close to home .
There are similar rules in Scotland .
• A SIMPLE GUIDE : How do I protect myself ?
• AVOIDING CONTACT : The rules on self-isolation and exercise • STRESS : How to look after your mental health Why is social distancing necessary ?
Social distancing is important @ @ @ @ @ @ @ coughs small droplets - packed with the virus - into the air .
These can be breathed in , or can cause an infection if you touch a surface they have landed on , and then touch your face with unwashed hands .
Virus transmission is less likely when `` fresh '' air is involved - usually when people are outside .
In England , extra precautions are suggested for people who are going within one metre of those outside their households - such as avoiding face-to-face seating .
• Should we be @ @ @ @ @ @ @ not yet ready to relax 2m distance rule What if I have symptoms ?
If you show symptoms of coronavirus - such as a dry cough , high temperature or loss of taste - you must take extra precautions .
You should self-isolate - stay at home and not leave it for any reason .
Ask others to drop off food and medicines .
• What if NHS coronavirus tracers contact me ?
If England 's NHS Test and Trace team contact you because you 've been close to someone who has tested @ @ @ @ @ @ @ for up to 14 days - even if you feel fine .
The people you live with do n't have to self-isolate , but must take extra care regarding social distancing and hand washing .
There are similar tracing systems in Scotland , Wales and Northern Ireland .

The current restrictions in England don't include any limits on socialising - so friends and family are legally allowed to see each other in private houses, or to meet in public places like pubs and nightclubs.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Coronavirus: When will pubs, bars, cafes and restaurants reopen?

Pubs , bars , cafes and restaurants in England will soon be able to welcome customers inside for the first time since lockdown began in March .
Prime Minister Boris Johnson said on 23 June that they would be able to reopen on 4 July .
He also announced that two metre social distancing would be relaxed to `` one metre plus '' , with some conditions .
But despite the easing of restrictions , a trip to a local bar or place to eat could be a very different experience from how it was before the coronavirus outbreak .
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ bars , restaurants and cafes were asked to shut in order to stop the spread of coronavirus .
The only exceptions to this were cafes and canteens at a few selected places such as schools , hospitals and prisons .
Since then , many restaurants have started offering food delivery and takeaways to generate income while their doors are closed .
Some pubs have also been allowed to offer takeaway beers .
From 4 July , pubs and restaurants in England will be allowed to reopen with certain restrictions , including changes to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ more use of hand sanitiser .
The guidelines are due to be updated soon , a government spokesperson said .
Customers will also have to give their details to staff to make contact tracing easier if another customer tests positive for the virus .
What about the rest of the UK ?
Each nation is setting its own rules for the reopening of food and drink outlets : • In Scotland , beer gardens and outdoor restaurants will be allowed to reopen from 6 July .
Pubs and restaurants will be allowed to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ • The next review of Wales 's lockdown measures is due on 9 July .
The Welsh government has promised talks with the hospitality sector about a `` potential phased '' reopening of pubs , cafes and restaurants , but no dates have been given for that happening • In Northern Ireland , pubs and restaurants can open from 3 July What other measures may be taken ?
At the weekend , Health Secretary Matt Hancock suggested people visiting pubs may have to register before going for a pint .
He said the @ @ @ @ @ @ @ contact tracing , as the economy reopens .
The Mexican restaurant chain Wahaca says it is considering a range of measures to keep staff and workers safe .
Customers are likely to be given the option of ordering food on apps , while staff will be encouraged to wash their hands every 20 minutes .
Meanwhile , the Wetherspoons pub chain has said its staff will be provided with face masks and protective eyewear and it will run a reduced food menu .
Bottles of ketchup and mayonnaise will be replaced by individual @ @ @ @ @ @ @ to sit outside in pub gardens , while some indoor seating areas will be separated by Perspex screens .
How did the hospitality sector cope during lockdown ?
The hospitality sector was the third-largest employer in the country in 2018 , according to UK Hospitality .
But many restaurants and cafes were already struggling even before the Covid-19 outbreak , in the face of rising rents and falling consumer spending .
In the lockdown , job cuts and closures were announced by chains such as Frankie & Benny 's and Carluccio 's .
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ been furloughed under the government 's job retention scheme , which allows them to receive 80 % of their monthly salary up to £2,500 .
What have other countries done ?
Many other countries have already reopened restaurants , bars and cafes around the world .
In some cases they have had the use of lower social distancing recommendations - in France , for example , the recommended distance between customer and staff is 1m .
• Eating and drinking establishments in Paris can now serve customers on outside terraces , but staff @ @ @ @ @ @ @ also wear masks when moving around • In Berlin , restaurants , cafes and snack kiosks are open , and people from two separate households are allowed to share a table , if they keep a distance of 1.5m from each other • Spanish bars and restaurants have now been allowed to reopen if they stick to social distancing rules and only operate at 50 % capacity • Restaurants , bars and cafes in Italy reopened in May - restaurants must host reduced numbers of diners , with tables further apart and plastic @ @ @ @

From 7 August, if conditions allow, there will be no legal limits on the number of people who can meet others in places like pubs and restaurants. Masks will also no longer be required in hospitality settings. All businesses currently closed - such as nightclubs - will be allowed to reopen subject to ongoing risk assessments.


bbcuk--2020-06-25--Coronavirus: How Brixton is waking up from 'lockdown coma'

As the prime minister announced that pubs and restaurants in England can reopen from 4 July , we went to see how one neighbourhood might emerge from the coronavirus lockdown .
Brixton appears almost normal .
There 's a steady stream of people weaving their way in and out of shops - most of which are open .
The tangy scent of raw seafood at the fishmongers mixes with that of over-ripe bananas on the fruit stalls .
And Whitney Houston songs are blaring out from somewhere , giving the sunny scene an extra zing of flavour and energy .
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ the many boarded-up businesses down the backstreets of this buzzing south-London neighbourhood are a tell-tale sign of the effect lockdown has had on trade .
As general manager of the covered markets that make up Brixton Village , Diana Nabagereka looks out at the hustle and bustle with a smile on her face .
`` For the first two weeks of lockdown it was like Brixton was in a coma , '' she says , accepting that people did , at least initially , stay at home .
`` But then God made @ @ @ @ @ @ @ '' She says during the warm weather at the beginning of April , she came down from her office in the market to find someone had brought out a sound system to entertain the crowds on Electric Avenue - it was `` like Notting Hill Carnival '' .
Diana says the customers have kept coming partly because the fresh food shops have been able to stay open , as essential businesses .
Even so , they 've struggled to cope while the 2m social distancing rule has been in place - so she @ @ @ @ @ @ @ confirmation that from 4 July , this will reduce to `` one metre plus '' .
Only five of the 60 restaurants within the market have been able to stay open through lockdown for a takeaway service , so Diana says the change is vital .
She adds that while the one-metre rule `` still is n't a perfect situation '' for the market 's narrow aisles , she 's comfortable that they 've made it safe and is delighted by the creative ideas in place to make it financially viable when restaurants @ @ @ @ @ @ @ butchers next to Honest Burgers closes for the day at about 6pm , Honest Burgers customers will sit down outside it .
By sharing space in this way , there 'll be room for hundreds of extra customers across the market .
But some people are n't so enthused about the return of pubs , restaurants , and many more businesses .
In an African fabric shop tucked beneath the railway , owner Rezia says he 's convinced business will remain slow for him .
It does n't matter that more people will @ @ @ @ @ @ @ they are not going to buy fabric , he says , on their way home from the pub .
Across Brixton Road from Rezia 's colourful unit , barber Mark Thomas is also despondent .
Shaving his beard inside the tiny barbershop he works in , he says the next couple of weeks will be spent putting signage up , and trying to source visors and gloves , so that they can safely reopen in July .
Mark 's only income is from universal credit , as he could n't afford to take @ @ @ @ @ @ @ small businesses like his through lockdown : `` I do n't want to take any money I 'm not going to be able to pay back . ''
So while the 4 July announcement can only be good news for the firm , Mark says : `` I 'd be happier if it could open tomorrow . ''
Just up the road from the barbershop , staff at the Duke of Edinburgh pub are much more upbeat .
For the past two weeks general manager Fiona Keane and her team have been working @ @ @ @ @ @ @ how to reopen with either the 2m or 1m social distancing rules in place .
`` Now that we 've got the information we can just hit the ground running , '' she says .
They 've got PPE kit for staff and security to wear , signage and hand sanitiser pods are up on the fences of the beer garden , and everyone 's `` really excited '' about welcoming customers back , Fiona says .
The customers , it appears , are similarly keen - the pub 's booking website crashed @ @ @ @ @ @ @ While pubs are itching to throw open their doors , there are other doors in the neighbourhood that remain resolutely shut .
There is no date in sight , for example , for the reopening of the O2 Academy - where David Bowie , Kylie Minogue and Diana Ross have all famously graced the stage - or for any of Brixton 's popular club nights to return .
`` Brixton is a night-time economy .
Our best side is at night , '' says Michael Smith , director of Brixton BID which represents @ @ @ @ @ @ @ you are seeing the day-time economy moving along , it 's the night-time economy that there 's a lot of concern for . ''
He adds that the O2 depends on a full house to make money from gigs , which is impossible until social distancing measures come to an end .
`` A vaccine is the only thing that 's going to allow you to have that . ''
Without the night-time buzz , Brixton will struggle to get back on its feet , Michael says .
While restaurants and pubs can @ @ @ @ @ @ @ one-metre rule is not good enough to allow the area to `` get back to the level of vibrancy '' that makes it so unique .
He believes in the people of Brixton 's ability to innovate , though , and looks forward to creative things venues can do to increase capacity - such as potential plans for more plazas and pedestrianised areas .
So , Michael says , he does not feel negative about the prime minister 's plans to ease lockdown - but that a sense of anticipation remains about how @ @ @ @ @ @ @ .

Brixton appears almost normal. There's a steady stream of people weaving their way in and out of shops - most of which are open. The tangy scent of raw seafood at the fishmongers mixes with that of over-ripe bananas on the fruit stalls. And Whitney Houston songs are blaring out from somewhere, giving the sunny scene an extra zing of flavour and energy. So far, so Brixton. But the many boarded-up businesses down the backstreets of this buzzing south-London neighbourhood are a tell-tale sign of the effect lockdown has had on trade.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Coronavirus: Tales from the key worker sharp end

Throughout the pandemic , the UK has depended on its key workers - who are often on low wages and facing difficult personal circumstances .
Their diaries catalogue some of the countless sacrifices they have made .
Kayleigh Winters pulled the mask over her mouth and nose , then fastened the face shield above it , and thought about how strange everything felt .
It was her first day back at work , caring for elderly people in their homes , after 10 months ' maternity leave .
When she left to have her daughter in July 2019 , no-one @ @ @ @ @ @ @ she 'd had to wear an apron and gloves during visits , but she 'd never needed to cover her face .
Now she wondered : would her long-standing clients recognise her ?
Would new ones be frightened of her ?
Would those with dementia understand what was going on ?
But while returning to the job mid-pandemic in May 2020 was scary , it was also a relief .
Lockdown had been hard for Kayleigh , 28 .
As well as her baby daughter , there was also her three-year-old son to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ in Plymouth she and her partner Adam Lowther rented from a housing association .
Adam , 27 , worked nights at a nearby supermarket , and keeping the children quiet while he slept was never easy .
Now her maternity leave was over , as she and Adam were classed as key workers , they could make use of nursery places .
At the outbreak of the pandemic , the Joseph Rowntree Foundation , which looks for ways of tackling UK poverty , asked key workers around the UK to keep a diary @ @ @ @ @ @ @ day at the height of lockdown , Kayleigh confided in hers .
I do feel anxious .
When I left last year everything was normal .
Now , I 'm going to have to return to my kids each night worrying about whether I 'm bringing home the virus .
In one sense it will be a sort of normality but I 'm scared because I will have to put myself out there .
But there is no choice .
My family ca n't afford for me not to work .
Each week @ @ @ @ @ @ @ plans and take a list to the supermarket .
The pandemic had n't affected their weekly budget much but she and Adam were used to living month to month .
She 'd stick to supermarket brands and cook batches of spag bol or curry that she could make last .
Looking after the three-year-old was the biggest challenge .
The tantrums were fearsome when they came .
He was old enough to know that something was going on , but too young to understand exactly what it was .
The routine of his @ @ @ @ @ @ @ older relatives - had disappeared .
We 'd give anything for a garden to sit in right now - it would be so lovely to have that bit of space which is our own .
We just have our daily walk which is the highlight of the day .
I feel like I 'm grieving for our old life .
The easing of the lockdown restrictions at the start of June made everything slightly easier .
The family could take trips to the seaside and Kayleigh could visit her parents in their back @ @ @ @ @ @ @ 's grandparents had n't held her or her brother for months .
And each time Kayleigh went to work , the responsibility she felt towards her older clients weighed heavier than ever .
`` Some days I feel really anxious , and other days I wake up and think : 'Well , I just ca n't think about this today , ' '' she says .
`` I do n't like the feeling of uncertainty .
I do n't deal well with that at all . ''
It was 6am when Owiya Kambeja @ @ @ @ @ @ @ .
Through the wall , in the flat 's only bedroom , his 11-year-old son and eight-year-old daughter were still asleep .
Owiya 's body felt stiff , but he was used to these living arrangements by now .
The hardest thing about it was starting the day in an upbeat frame of mind .
Still , he 'd long ago trained himself to suppress any negative emotions whenever they started to bubble up .
For 10 years Owiya , 62 , had lived in this one-bedroom flat on the first floor of @ @ @ @ @ @ @ Farm estate .
Each time he asked the council for a larger property , the answer was always the same : `` Nothing available . ''
It was hard enough raising two growing children here before the novel coronavirus arrived .
Now , it was a daily struggle .
At 8am the children would wake up , make their beds and share warm milk and chocolate bread for breakfast .
Owiya had drawn up a strict routine for them .
An educated man himself , Owiya was keen they did n't fall behind @ @ @ @ @ @ @ closed .
But it was difficult with no laptop - theirs had been damaged beyond repair in a flood the previous year .
They would have to do their best with two mobile phones between the three of them .
We have an old exercise bike which we store in the bathroom and the children take turns to ride it each day .
We feel so lucky to have it because it is not safe for them to go outside on this estate for a number of reasons .
Broadwater Farm is a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ probably spreading here very quickly .
There are still boys sitting outside in groups of 10-15 on a daily basis .
This place is not safe at all .
All we can do is keep praying it does n't come to our door .
After moving to the UK from Uganda in 2002 , Owiya studied for a degree in oil and gas management , but as a lone parent - his wife had been refused a visa - he had n't been able to take up the jobs he was offered in @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the pandemic broke out , he 'd been working in a day centre for people with learning disabilities .
On 16 March , he received a call from his employer telling him that staff were being `` reduced '' .
Three months later , he still had n't managed to get a straight answer from them about furlough pay .
We had toast and milk for supper with some salad on the side .
I try to make sure the children have the most balanced diet I can give them but this is @ @ @ @ @ @ @ when they need the vitamins to boost their immune system the most .
As the lockdown became less restrictive Owiya 's life became slightly easier .
But still , when he lay down to sleep on the living room floor each night , he was kept awake thinking about what would happen if he or one of his children caught the virus .
`` We know that when you 're infected with Covid-19 , you 're not supposed to go out .
You must isolate yourself inside .
But for people in a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ it really possible ? ''
Early in the pandemic , Charlotte Pilling began to notice the butterflies in her stomach ; around the same time she started noticing she was shaking , too .
There has n't been a day since then , she says , when she has n't felt both sensations .
Charlotte , 40 , from Blackpool , Lancashire , was an outdoor person , used to picnics and walking the dog for hours , and a sociable soul , too .
`` I like going to people 's houses @ @ @ @ @ @ @ up on gossip , do you know what I mean ? ''
she says .
`` It 's been quite hard not doing that , as well . ''
There was another big adjustment to make .
Until Covid-19 arrived , the only time she 'd ever not worked was when she took maternity leave .
She 'd always had a job and had assumed that she always would .
Feeling vulnerable and dependent was new to her , and it was hard .
But early in the pandemic her hours as a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ week .
Her partner , Justin Hindel , 35 , an air conditioning unit engineer , had his hours halved .
Making ends meet became a struggle .
She 'd spend an hour and a half on the phone at a time trying to claim Universal Credit .
On top of all this , she had her two children aged 11 and eight to teach .
There were mobile phones in the house but no computer .
The wifi was n't great .
Some days I 've been close to tears because I @ @ @ @ @ @ @ been set .
I ca n't cope with it , I just do n't have the knowledge .
It takes me a whole day to do two pieces of work .
Last week , I 'm ashamed to say I got so frustrated with a project my daughter needed to do on extinct animals that I stormed off like a 10-year-old .
And as for fractions , it 's like a foreign language to me .
Because both parents were classed as key workers - Justin does repairs in a local supermarket - @ @ @ @ @ @ @ classes in early April .
But it was n't long before another child in their school tested positive for Covid-19 , and they had to stay home for another fortnight .
Our kids have always been able to go to the fridge and get what they want but during the last couple of weeks we 've had to tell them to slow down .
It 's a sign that things are getting harder for us financially and so it 's essential we keep working .
There is a food bank at my children @ @ @ @ @ @ @ some bread , oatcakes and fresh fruit .
This is a huge help to us and we are very grateful .
When the rules on going outdoors were relaxed , Charlotte did n't feel quite so claustrophobic .
But then she saw the piles of rubbish on Blackpool beach and wondered what had happened to social distancing .
She feared a second wave .
`` I 'm literally just taking each day as it comes , '' she says .
`` If this is going to be my normal life for the next @ @ @ @ @ @ @ going to have to get used to it . ''
It had been a rare day off with her family for Justyna Kmietowicz , and a happy one , until she made the mistake of watching the news .
Justyna , 43 , was a social care support worker in Taunton , Somerset , helping clients with conditions like autism to live independently .
She enjoyed her work but the fear of catching the virus loomed over her .
Today was an opportunity to put it to the back of her mind and @ @ @ @ @ @ @ They 'd splashed around in the paddling pool and made a barbecue .
Then the news bulletin came on .
It gave the latest official figures for hospital and care home deaths .
It brought home her anxieties about how the pandemic was being handled from the top .
She did n't want the children to see she how scared she was , so she carried on smiling .
It was really hard leaving for work today .
We lost one of our clients to Covid yesterday and my 10-year-old son has also @ @ @ @ @ @ @ the television .
He is getting very anxious about me going to work .
He begs me : `` Mum , please do n't go to work .
Stay home so you wo n't get sick . ''
I tell him I will be fine and need to support the family but it breaks my heart to think he is worried .
Eventually , he gives me a hug and just says : `` I love you mum .
Be safe . ''
It brings a tear to my eye .
Justyna had @ @ @ @ @ @ @ .
Previously she 'd worked in McDonald 's , and while switching to the care sector as a pandemic broke out was a huge challenge , she found the role rewarding .
The hardest thing about it was working with a face screen , which made it difficult to breathe .
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She 'd lived in the UK for 12 years after arriving from Poland .
She was determined to make Britain her home .
But the Brexit years had made her feel uneasy .
Her children had worried they would be sent back .
Now she felt as though she was needed , but the future was still uncertain .
We all joined Clap for Carers tonight and have done so from the beginning .
It makes me really proud of my children when they say : `` Mum , we clap for @ @ @ @ @ @ @ . ''
Of course I 'd prefer a pay rise but I know this wo n't happen .

It was really hard leaving for work today. We lost one of our clients to Covid yesterday and my 10-year-old son has also been watching a lot of news on the television. He is getting very anxious about me going to work. He begs me: "Mum, please don't go to work. Stay home so you won't get sick." I tell him I will be fine and need to support the family but it breaks my heart to think he is worried. Eventually, he gives me a hug and just says: "I love you mum. Be safe." It brings a tear to my eye.


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Loren Gray: TikTok star 'glad' she shared sexual assault story

`` I felt pressured into sharing , but I 'm kind of glad it happened . ''
In May , TikTok star Loren Gray revealed she had been sexually assaulted at the age of 12 .
It was only after receiving a message that someone knew and might share her story `` in the wrong way '' , that she decided to speak .
In her only interview about it since , the 18-year-old tells Radio 1 Newsbeat she 's grateful for the positive response .
`` It was really difficult for me , because I did n't know what @ @ @ @ @ @ @ that people were going to look at me differently . ''
`` I was n't prepared for it , you never can be .
It was hard but I feel like I handled it in the best way I could . ''
In the TikTok video , Loren wrote she was assaulted in a basement belonging to somebody she trusted .
`` I struggled to put the pieces together as to why this had happened to me .
I felt dirty , hopeless , broken , and worthless , '' the American added @ @ @ @ @ @ @ tell anyone , including her parents , that she was planning on sharing publicly what happened to her .
`` I just went for it because at the end of the day , it 's my story .
So it 's on me when I share .
`` But my parents were really proud , '' she adds .
Loren says she has n't reported what happened to the authorities .
`` I did n't because at the time , it was n't right for my healing process . ''
But she knows @ @ @ @ @ @ @ for other people '' .
Circumstances were different for her because her parents `` had never dealt with anything '' like that so they `` were really unsure about what to do '' .
`` By the time I told anyone , it had already been a couple of months .
I just wanted to move forward . ''
'It 's not your fault , talking can help' Loren has more than 60 million followers across her social media pages .
Since sharing , she says many of her fans have told their @ @ @ @ @ @ @ It shows `` you never really know what 's going on in someone 's life '' .
`` But I 'm glad I could help people share their own stories , because it 's something that happens to a lot of people . ''
If you need support with any of the issues raised in this article , these organisations may be able to help .
According to the Rape , Abuse & Incest National Network , 15 % of sexual assault victims in the US are aged between 12 and 17 .
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ assault .
She says there are always questions inside about what could have happened instead .
`` You ask 'What if I did this differently , or what would have happened if I did something else ? '
'' `` It 's a natural feeling .
But it takes a lot of learning and realisation to realise it 's not your fault and talking to people really helps . ''
Having other people hear what she was going through helped ease some of those feelings .
`` Even though it 's really difficult @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , talking to my parents was really hard , but in the end was like therapy . ''
The other thing which helped Loren was making videos , which she started doing a few months after the incident to pass time when being home schooled .
`` I feel making videos separated the two worlds , especially once I started gaining a following .
`` It helped me separate what I was feeling and the life that I could have . ''
She credits her fans for helping her get through a tough @ @ @ @ @ @ @ what had happened , so they were just there to support me in what I was doing and what I 'm passionate about , which is making videos . ''
The most important thing for Loren was to not let what happened control her future .
`` I know that especially at the time , it feels really life defining . ''
`` You 'll look at yourself differently , even thinking other people are looking at you differently , even when they are n't , '' she adds .
`` But it @ @ @ @ @ @ @ always the case .
There 's always a light at the end of the tunnel . ''
Listen to Newsbeat live at 12:45 and 17:45 weekdays - or listen back here .

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bbcuk--2020-06-24--Rethink: Tara Westover says 'We are one people and are all needed'

Author Tara Westover reflects that she has taken more notice of other people since the pandemic struck - especially key workers .
She wants people to come together as one and not be divided by class , education or profession .
In the early days of this pandemic , we were told that Covid-19 would be the `` great equaliser '' - that it would bring us together because it would affect everyone alike .
Rich and poor , urban and rural , members of every racial group .
Those with advanced degrees , and those who never finished primary @ @ @ @ @ @ @ germ is not subject to those prejudices to which human beings so often are .
It is not impressed by money or dazzled by prestige .
It does not see skin colour , or subscribe to stereotypes of gender .
A germ is blind biology .
Its one virtue was its supposed lack of prejudice .
Of course , none of that turned out to be true .
The virus was , in fact , deeply prejudiced .
It devastated men more than women and the old more than the young .
In @ @ @ @ @ @ @ black population and other racial minorities suffered disproportionately to their white counterparts .
So did the poor , and the less educated .
The virus , it turned out , was quite prejudiced .
But there was one meaningful way that it was in fact a kind of equaliser - it made us aware of the many forgotten people whose hard work make our lives possible .
I noticed the change about a week into the crisis .
A friend of mine ordered online delivery , and added a 50 % tip .
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ pandemic has earned every penny , '' he said .
A week later , a pipe burst in the house I was staying in .
I was suddenly without running water .
But the next morning , a man came , wearing a little fabric mask .
He replaced the pipe , and I had running water .
He did not have the luxury of sitting at home in quarantine .
He had chosen to risk it - to help me , and to protect his livelihood .
And the same choice is @ @ @ @ @ @ @ and cashiers and truckers and factory workers .
Of all the difficult images and stories that have come out of this , perhaps the most moving is that racket made on the streets as people holler and whistle and bang pans to thank front-line workers .
Doctors and nurses , yes , but also caretakers , delivery people and grocers .
A whole army of people who are working outside their homes to keep the rest of us safe and well .
These are not the rich and illustrious or the so-called elite @ @ @ @ @ @ @ well for what they do .
Many of them did not go to college , and for that reason they are sometimes looked down upon by those who did have that privilege .
I 've been thinking lately that education has become the new social divider , perhaps even more than wealth .
And we forget that in many cases , wealth and education go together .
Education has itself has become a privilege distributed according to wealth and status .
The modern economy has a great hunger for college-educated workers , and @ @ @ @ @ @ @ many of our workers all over the world felt dismissed and left behind .
They felt there was no place for them in the world we are making .
We did , I think , become a little prejudiced against work .
We began to believe that if someone is not credentialed , they must not be industrious .
We tacitly accepted the idea that the professional classes are somehow harder working or more deserving of respect than the people who work with their hands .
But everyone deserves respect .
There are @ @ @ @ @ @ @ when this pandemic is over .
I wo n't miss face masks , or hand sanitiser , or latex gloves .
Or interrogating my friends on who they 've seen in the last 14 days before I agree to an outdoor walk .
But in the post-coronavirus world , I hope we preserve this spirit of gratitude and esteem for the people who keep the lights on , the factories open , the farms stocked and the pipes clear .
Those who cook , farm , drive , care , plumb , wire @ @ @ @ @ @ @ hope we remember that we are not two peoples - not the elite and the non-elite , the college educated and not , urban and rural , the white collar and the blue .
We are one people , and all are needed .
BBC Radio 4 , Radio 5 Live and the World Service have come together for a unique collaboration : BBC Rethink .
It asks how society and our lives can change for the better after the Covid-19 crisis .
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These are not the rich and illustrious or the so-called elite. They are often not paid very well for what they do. Many of them did not go to college, and for that reason they are sometimes looked down upon by those who did have that privilege.


bbcuk--2020-06-25--Denise Welch shares her mental health survival tips

Denise Welch is worried about our collective mental health .
`` Mental health services are going to be on their knees , '' says the actress and Loose Women star , amid the uncertainty of the coronavirus pandemic .
`` We 're talking about a possible second wave - it 's going to include mental health , and undiagnosed mental illnesses of other kinds . ''
Psychiatrists warned last month of a `` tsunami '' of mental illness from problems stored up during lockdown .
• How to cope with anxiety about life after lockdown • Coronavirus : How to @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , is no stranger to mental illness , calling it her `` unwelcome visitor '' .
Her first depressive episode was sparked in 1989 by the birth of her son Matthew ( now the frontman of The 1975 ) , and she 's spoken out about her debilitating mental health struggles and addictions ever since .
She 's also said she wished there was more information and medical help available during the early years of her illness .
Three marriages , two children and one viral video later , she has written a @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , and how she and her family have survived .
The book was prompted by the massive response she got after she `` very impulsively '' tweeted a video of herself during an episode of clinical depression .
`` I was overwhelmed , blindsided by the response , because I 've talked out about this for 31 years , so it was actually a shock to me that so many people seem to be desperate to hear what I have to say about my illness , '' she tells BBC News .
Welch @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , Coronation Street and Soldier Soldier , admits she 's `` somebody who is very sensitive and tends to take on the worries of the world '' .
She says of the coronavirus pandemic : `` It 's been a very frightening time for everybody , and some people have dealt with that better than others . ''
She 's quick to add that `` obviously , I do n't come at this as any kind of medical person '' , but having chatted with friends , young people and mental health charities @ @ @ @ @ @ @ fall into two camps during lockdown .
`` There were people who went into massive anxiety early on because of lockdown - people were unsure about their jobs , but mostly because of health anxiety , '' she says .
`` But I was also talking to a lot of young people , and they found a solace in it , because of a lack of status anxiety in lockdown .
`` A lot of young people live their lives in a 'compare and despair ' world , and [ suddenly ] that @ @ @ @ @ @ @ people ca n't work , or they find it very difficult to , so the fact that many people were n't able to work has given some people a little comfort bubble . ''
`` With lockdown starting to ease a little bit , we 're now dealing with massive strains on the mental health service , because those people are now getting anxiety . ''
She worries for her many friends in the theatre industry , saying : `` They are not just losing their jobs , they 're losing their careers @ @ @ @ @ @ @ 've got a bit overwhelmed by that . ''
• Lloyd Webber 'wants to prove theatres can reopen' • Theatres are 'clinging on ' but face precarious future So , given her own history of anxiety and depression , what advice does she offer to people dealing with similar feelings ?
1 .
Allow yourself to be overwhelmed '' What I 've found that for my own sanity , is that I 've had to take some time in the day to allow myself to become overwhelmed with the worries of the world @ @ @ @ @ @ @ about family , it 's the whole globe.
`` • Mental health advice for those with virus anxiety 2 .
See what you can do to help others '' I do what I can in little bits , whether that 's making a video for somebody or just checking in on somebody , or tweeting .
There 's a hashtag # ExcludedUK on Twitter and it 's about all of those freelancers who have n't got any money .
`` So if you have got a job , maybe take a little bit @ @ @ @ @ @ @ you can do to help others , even if it 's just social media awareness . ''
`` I think that we have to protect our own mental health and be a bit selfish '' I have to look after my family and make sure that they 're okay ... but if I want to go upstairs and take some time out and have three hours watching The Real Housewives of anywhere in the world , I 'm not going to feel guilty about it .
`` I think that self care and @ @ @ @ @ @ @ 's not to be pooh-poohed .
That 's basically how I 've managed to survive . ''
• Coronavirus : How to protect your mental health Welch has also spoken many times on the panel of ITV 's Loose Women about mental health , and discussed her post-natal depression on breakfast TV with Lorraine Kelly .
She writes in her book : `` Post-natal depression is the cruellest , most unforgiving and isolating condition , because not only are you submerged in a pitch-black nightmare of mental illness , but you also have @ @ @ @ @ @ @ survive without you . ''
She adds that when she first got ill , `` I would have given anything to see a woman come on the television and talk about having my illness .
`` Someone who was well , who had a couple of children and could smile and say , ' I 've been where you are right now .
But look at me now .
Yes , I still have it , but in between I live this great life with my two children .
You will get better @ @ @ @ @ @ @ about her condition in the past , it was still a `` big decision '' to write the book , which spares no details on her life .
`` Much as I was frightened about writing it , because I knew it would be triggering , I knew I would have to really invest in order to write a really good book , something I was proud of . ''
She was also wary of press interest in some of the book 's revelations , saying : `` Anything to do with alcohol @ @ @ @ @ @ @ headline dream for them , you know ? ''
But she went ahead because : `` I wanted to write the book that I needed throughout my illness .
`` And that 's what I feel that I 've written .
If I die tomorrow , I feel that this is my legacy and I 'm happy with that .
`` I honestly feel that this book is the book that I would have given anything to read when I needed it . ''
The actress is keenly aware that her writing might @ @ @ @ @ @ @ that tackle mental health .
`` I think it 's important there 's different types of people , so for example , people like Stephen Fry and Ruby Wax have done wonders for the mental health world .
`` But my audience tends to be a bit more 'Betty from Bolton ' , who would n't necessarily look to people who they see as being Oxford-educated people , because they feel that they would n't relate to them .
`` So I am more relatable to a certain group of people , because @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , and I 'm a Loose Woman .
It 's important that there 's somebody for everybody . ''
She adds that a chapter in the book is written by `` my husband , my dad , my sister , my sons and my best friends - because the people who live with those with depression are very under-represented '' .
`` I always used to say that if the shoe had been on the other foot , and I was living with me , I do n't know how tolerant I would @ @ @ @ @ @ @ very , very grateful for the people in my life . ''
Despite aspects of her life being having been blighted by depression , the star remains upbeat .
`` I still say that if all the world 's problems were in my front room in piles , I would still pick my pile , because my life outside of my depressive episodes is wonderful . ''
The Unwelcome Visitor : Depression and How I Survive It by Denise Welch is published by Hodder & Stoughton on 25 June .
If you or @ @ @ @ @ @ @ raised by this story , find support through BBC Action Line .

"Someone who was well, who had a couple of children and could smile and say, 'I've been where you are right now. But look at me now. Yes, I still have it, but in between I live this great life with my two children. You will get better."


bbcuk--2020-06-24--Black Lives Matter: Talking about racism 'my job as a parent'

Support for the Black Lives Matter movement has swelled across the UK since the killing of George Floyd , but the focus has left many parents struggling to know how best to explain racism to their children .
`` Why does it need to say that ? ''
was the question Denis Adide 's five-year-old daughter asked when she spotted a Black Lives Matter banner .
`` This is the reality for a black child , this is the reality for me as a black father , '' Denis says .
`` You do n't get the luxury of childhood @ @ @ @ @ @ @ do . ''
`` I know there are children engaging with black history for the first time in their lives , '' he says .
He says that while his three children , all under five , are too young to have a direct discussion about George Floyd , he knows many other black children have been affected by it .
He cites his friend 's daughter , who was left in tears , wondering whether she was unsafe because of her skin and whether or not she should be worried for her @ @ @ @ @ @ @ perhaps , for the children - but unfortunately a stressful one , really deeply stressful , because it 's a bodily experience .
You ca n't disembody yourself to escape it . ''
• Five factors behind the UK George Floyd protests • An athlete , friend and father - who was George Floyd ?
Denis , from west London , says equipping his kids for what it 's like to grow up in the UK with darker skin is part of his job as a parent .
He says he has been @ @ @ @ @ @ @ police , both as an adult and a child , and says he will `` sadly '' have to prepare his four-year-old son for the same treatment .
He expects different conversations to crop up with his daughters , particularly around body image because of a lack of representation in society .
His eldest daughter was `` thrilled '' , he says , when she was taught one day by a gymnastics teacher at school who was also mixed heritage .
She told her father , unprompted , `` the teacher today had @ @ @ @ @ @ @ looked like mine '' .
Georgena Clarke from Cheshire says she 's faced similar conversations with her seven-year-old twins - a girl and a boy .
The issue of skin colour was first raised by her daughter .
She says the lack of diversity in her local area led to her daughter going through a phase of waving to every black person on the street because `` she saw them so rarely , she thought everyone who was black was related to us '' .
She was the only black child in her @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , she refused to get out of the car when they got to school , saying `` mummy , I do n't want to be the only one that 's different '' .
`` I was absolutely floored , '' says Georgena .
`` I did n't know what to say in that moment in time , and I knew then that I had n't done a good enough job .
`` I 'd previously said 'it 's because you 're special , you 're the only one who 's brown and you @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , but that was n't good enough for her now . ''
Georgena explained to her daughter that her mummy 's parents were African and her daddy 's parents were from the West Indies , and everyone in those countries `` looks like us '' .
She used YouTube videos to prove it .
`` I 've never seen someone grab a concept so much to the point where everyone she then met afterwards , she had to tell them where she was from .
She was really proud of it . ''
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ have to come `` to a crashing end at some point '' , but she wants them to stay children for as long as possible .
`` I want them to be proud of the fact they 're black , and also not to feel that their difference is viewed negatively , '' she says .
`` If I tell them about racism , and bring into their world the fact that some people wo n't like them because of their difference , that could affect their self esteem . ''
In Hackney @ @ @ @ @ @ @ , is worried about how his four-year-old son will be perceived when he starts school in the autumn .
`` My son is very confident .
This is a big challenge for a black male .
My understanding of what confidence looks like to someone who is n't black , is it can look like it 's intimidating , it 's overbearing , or it 's disobedient . ''
He says he 's trying to teach his son a different code of behaviour for when he starts his new school .
They walk @ @ @ @ @ @ @ a few minutes as he tries to reinforce the message to his son .
Marvyn , who founded the Dope Black Dads online group , was scarred by his own experience of school , where he felt his skin colour meant he was singled out unfairly by teachers , as well as being given a message to have lower life aspirations .
`` Quite often what happens with black children is that they start to question 'why am I being treated differently - I feel like I talk as much as Sue who @ @ @ @ @ @ @ somehow in more trouble ' .
Then you start living in your head and you start shrinking in school . ''
He is determined not to let his children view being black as something negative and has taught his son to do daily positive affirmations .
`` He looks in the mirror and says ' I love my hair , I love my skin , I love my jumping , my running , I 'm kind ' .
He says all those things every day so that 's what 's in his head @ @ @ @ @ @ @ `` It 's important to prepare them as early as possible - just do it at the level they can understand . ''
How to talk to children about racism Tips from Unicef , the United Nations children 's agency , gives this advice : Under five years old : • Use language that 's age-appropriate and easy for them to understand .
Recognise and celebrate differences • Be open - make it clear you are open to your children 's questions .
If they point out people who look different avoid shushing @ @ @ @ @ @ @ that it 's a taboo topic • Use fairness - it 's a concept those around five tend to understand quite well .
Talk about racism as unfair Six to 11 years old : • They are also becoming more exposed to information they may find hard to process .
Be curious .
Listening and asking questions is the first step • Discuss the media together - social media and the internet may be one of your children 's main sources of information • Talk openly - having honest and open discussions about @ @ @ @ @ @ @ .
It encourages them to come to you with questions and worries • Teenagers are able to understand abstract concepts more clearly and express their views .
Find out what they know .
What have they heard on the news , at school , from friends ?
• Ask questions about what they think about things such as news events and introduce different perspectives to help expand their understanding Read more here from CBBC .

The issue of skin colour was first raised by her daughter. She says the lack of diversity in her local area led to her daughter going through a phase of waving to every black person on the street because "she saw them so rarely, she thought everyone who was black was related to us".